Oh my gosh,I woke up this morning not having a clue what was what,I was so tired from visiting my son yesterday and looking after my Grand Daughter since friday gone that I slept through the alarm which meant everyone was late in getting up,my youngest daughter is now going into school at lunch time because she is to embaressed to be classed as late,I managed to get my grand daughter in nursuary but that in its self was a struggle,then the gas man came to check my hot water and stuff but although my eyes were open my brain was else where.

I had a lovely day yesterday visiting my son in prison,he looked so well and was really being possitive,my grand daughter was climbing all over him and squeeling with delight as he was blowing rasberrys on her little tummy,he said he misses his children so much but hes come to except that it will be a long time before he becomes a full time daddy again.The worst bit about visiting my son obviously is the time when I have to leave him,I look back till I cant see him no more as he returns through the door that he came out of,I swollow my tears and tell myself that everything is going to be alright,oh my God I miss him so much that my heart breaks each time I think about the years he is going to be away from me.

My plans for today is the serious house work that so desperatly needs doing,the amount of clothes that is dumped every where in each room is making me feel sick,there all clean but most of them are to small or not wanted any more so I think I will take a trip to the charity shop and put them to some use.

I had my hair cut the other day and have gone for a style that I would never of dreamed of,normally I stick to the same old bob,but this time I have gone for short at the back and kept the sides long,I must say it has done my face a favour,its given me more of a youthful look,lol,well thats what my daughter says so I will take her word for it.

Well I am going to put my Usher on full blast and open my can of lager and get stuck into my work,the sun is shining and I feel quite content with my self knowing I have seen my son and also for having his baby girl staying with me for the past five days,untill the time I blog,God bless you all.