Wow, how I have missed my blogging, I thought I might of had at least one friend to add, but yet once again I have had no visitors, lol.  

Well christmas went really well, and so has the start of the new year, I must admit my year of 2007 was quite a bad one for me, the worst thing was getting over the shock of my son getting life in prison, although I will never get over the pain of him not being around, it does get a bit easier.

I am waiting for a move at the moment, my days are over for me in this house, the only two things I will miss from living here is my bathroom and toilet window as the other house has no windows in these rooms, apart from that am ready to pack, but its early days yet as I am still waiting for the exchange forms.

I am still struggling to keep away from my speed adiction, everyday is still a struggle. but I have only relapsed once since christmas eve.

I havnt got no cards as yet, but my man who am not really with, gave me some money to put towards my new phone, so I bought him a card and a red rose with a little white teddy as a thank you for being nice,   gone are the days when I would set up a table with dinner for two, and candles with a glass of sparkling bubbly, I cut of are relationship four months ago, we were together for nearly eleven years, but I had to move on from him, we still have close contact, but I just dont feel the same about him any more, to much water under the bridge, and I have no intentions of meeting someone else, so I guess I shall celebrate valentines day on my own.